6th Journey - August 20th, 1984

Approximately at 21:00 hrs we started the unfolding exercises.

I went to the room's door. Since there I looked out everybody gathered around the table, even I saw myself sat also.

Since the very beginning of the initial work I perceived two beings were waiting for me.

I was very anxious for the journey since the great curiosity I had for the daily life of those beings whose task we wanted to divulge. I could distinguish the appearance of a woman. I knew on her head there were two filaments of light that originated from the temporal bones running down, bending over at the same level and approaching behind the head to descend and get joined at the base of the skull.

There were not so many differences between her face and that of him. However, I had no time to observe her in detail since immediately my hands were vigorously taken and felt as being suddenly brought to the special place where we gathered. Then, I noticed that something was wrong. I thought a little bit and transmitted ideas to the creatures, something like: "what is going on?" and "I want to see clearly who are you". I looked at the face of my friend ERSAM. There was something that didn't inspire me confidence. His eyes were different, like if somebody was wearing a mask. Today, when I remember that, understand that if I had time to look a little bit would know it was a disguised person. At that moment I felt strongly attracted to look the woman and perceived in her eyes a perverse bright just for an instant since she loudly laugh. She lifted her arm and covered me with a wing, a kind of transparent membrane, despite of being thick, that linked to the body. I felt myself lifted up to fly with those beings at high altitude. We flight over the sea.

I didn't distinguish so clear in that occasion. It was like if I was brought to a place without knowing the way. Then I was in a place having a tilted stair and without protection. There was not any house close to. I saw a woman going upstairs. She was in white and was bringing a recipient with fruit. It was something incoherent…

I wanted to come back. I felt alone, cheated and abandoned by my friend. Suddenly I could perceive at the high and end of the stair. I remember that I didn't want to see what it was happening. I was sat on a small chair. I put my head between my hands and remained thinking, wanting to come back. I wanted that my physical body could receive and indication from my spirit to come back sooner. Then, a portrait in my mind was opened. I don't know if either was a vidence within the astral journey or a real place. I don't know to say if was present, past or future time. Today I think it was past.

A group of fish-men (???) were following a ship time ago. It was of day and the sunlight was penetrating the waters giving an emerald-yellow coloration to those men who were following the small ship. Time after that, I don't know how, I felt those men were making a mental current and could see that stunned some persons from the ship. Once again I saw that those men increased the power of concentration and a force that I identified as being so destroyer vibrated and increased affecting all the matter around a great area. The ship was turning gray like if it was covered by mist, like a projection getting vanished. I felt that the crew of the ship was suffering a very different death. I could not see the face of those brothers. It was allowed to me only to hear the screams that made me to imagine the level of suffering produced by that kind of death. It was something like if the persons were folded over keeping them alive. I guess they were remaining as living-dead in another dimension.

I returned so anguished, sad and disappointed for not having found my friend ERSAM.

I was asking by telepathy why I was cheated by those disguised beings, why was permitted such a thing and at last I asked where he was when I was kidnapped. Then, I felt emanations of security and friendship. ERSAM, closer to me, told me that he was all the time beside me. I felt a strong emotion however I was surprised seeing him to return ARMAT leaving me a lot of questions.